[[i am living a life of my own...]]

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Life and Death is beyond our control.

Treasure yourself and those around you now, who knows, you might see them a few moments ago and next, they are gone forever...

Isa was a very cheerful guy, he really friendly and nice, ZhiQiang quoted "he was a good man", true... He one of the few malays whom we respect a lot, and i'll surely miss him a lot coz i do like him. He got a very dashing smile and definitely one of the good looking guys around.

2 days ago, it's our presentation day, Isa was there to present his project powerpoint. Just before we left for our 1st break, Mr Cheak told Isa to change his footwear to shoes, so he went to borrow a pair of safety boots from 1 of the guys, i remember looking @ his black slipper.

(Time flies...)

While we enjoying our 3rd break (ard 3pm-3.30pm), Bryan received a call from 1 of our classmate.

Suddenly, he was shocked! "what? ....... DIE????!!!!", we all turned to him. Bryan told us Isa met with a accident outside SP, we quickly rush back to our classroom.

I saw everyone who in the room, gathered around and talking... we approached them and 1 of them came to us and say "he met with a accident outside SP and left." ... i was blank-minded for a few sec, the news was from Raja who saw the whole accident. We didn't conclude straight away that he was gone. Most of the malays rush off, taking their motorbike to the accident area, while a few remained to keep us updated. A call came shortly after they left, it was confirmed then... the paramedics tried to save him but failed, his body wasn't carried away.

It was a heart breaking day...

Some of us decided to go and see him for the last time... crap classmates i have... they so claim that their relationship with Isa is 'so and so'. They refused to go and see him...

I reached there to find a couple of police cars and there lies a black plastic sheet on the road. I saw the blood which flow across the road as well, and i saw his black slippers which were holding the sheet. His helmet was about 10m from where he laid, it was shattered. After 20mins, the undertaker came, everyone stood up, they removed the black sheet and Isa was lying there, half-naked (shirt of coz), his face was full of blood, eyes opened and mouth half-opened... my mind was freaking confused, i went blank...

What disgusted me greatly was when they took the body up, blood flood across the road lanes and vehicles just have to drive across the of Isa, every spattering of of Isa's, i was so freaked out...

A soul had left ...

A minute of silent

(1 min later...)

i was thinking how fragile a life is... and i just saw him in the morning, he was happy.

When he met God, will God ever ask him if he didn't obey Him? He would said "no one preached to me, o God of almightly. Kelvin did not tell me abt you"

I fear

When i die, God will ask me why didn't i tell Isa abt the gospel... "...." i feared that i don't know what to say.

Life is like a vapour, that appear for a little while then vanisheth away (James 4: 14)

Do not regret my fellow friends...
Live your best
Treasure every moment
For we do not know what will happened tomorrow

Above, Isa, my good classmate.

i talked to myself at 11:53 PM